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MIN You're what you own. It's not so perfect everyday. So it's true my words are contrived I tell lies just to get into your mind Beauty makes her eyes glow. Imitations of love. Sweet music and hidden grace. Unspoken, Tagboard here. Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 credits, Designer: JeSsie Basecode: tm
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
Tomorrow,,Friday, which is the LAST presentation for this semester!! Can't wait to get it over and done with. Then it shall be a lil revision for exams. CNY celebration. CRAZY mugging for exams. Exams itself. And Goodbye Year 1. Can't believe a year has passed.. So much took place but they all seemed so short lived yes? ///// Anyway, I'm finally updating after about a week. Too preoccupied with things like projects ,presentations, television progs,and doing nothing.. This week went by okay. Some shocking news as well. Just as I guessed. No other comments ,but, sometimes things aren't what you think it is. :/:/:/ On a side note , I can't stand my OB tutor. Negative. Neither of us could. She gave us the wrong tips, tries to make the lesson interesting but turns out like -dash-, gives weird comments, and the ultimate: she doesn't know that the backside of the markers could be pushed for more ink to flow to the tip. Her reaction was like as if she discovered , E=MC2! "WOAH! I didn't know about this! Thank you so much!I threw so many of my markers away. HAHAH!'' -_-'' Alright,totally no blogspiration now. BYE ALL. Cause I got my eye on this other guy. Back in the booth with his boys , he's all mellowed out. 6:57 AM Saturday, January 26, 2008
 :):) Just being able to take a look. That's satisfying enough. :))))Softball trainings are officially over, ended with a competition today. TOTALLY CHARRED. The sun was soooo strong today, having to play games after games. Now I'm burnt. DAMN, I'm good today. Came home for a shower and even though I was dead tired, I still went to Ses's place to complete some tutorials. HAHA. Else I'd be home snoring away. IT'S TIME TO GET DOWN TO WORK! It's so demoralising when I stepped home at night knowing that the parents are around, and also with the intention of sharing with them what happened today as it is not the usual-routine-day , only to be put right down.. It's alright if you don't have much faith in me, just don't say a word. Two related teenage girls.When one speaks, HE's all ears .And for the other, HE shuts her out.. Disappointing isn't it? 6:03 AM Tuesday, January 22, 2008
CRAZY RUSH OF PROJECTS AFTER PROJECTS. EXAMS NEARING, NO REVISION DONE YET.IN FACT, IM STILL LAGGING BEHIND BY A LOT. I'M SO SO DAMN GUILTY!!! I JUST SQUASHED A BEETLE DEAD WITH MY BEDROOM SLIPPERS. GODDAMNIT. 6:48 AM Saturday, January 19, 2008
  Guess where we went? Oh man. I hate that place . So so warm and crowded. HAHA. Go figure.No clues baby. Yippee. Headed to Heeren's Basic beauty, picked up some lip gloss and mascara. Wanted to get this other gloss with really pretty outlook and colour. Well the thing is, the tester had this nude/natural colour which I love so much but the actual product is HOT PINK. :( That's a far cry. So I settled for another Splash one. I'd better control, been spending so much on all this crap. And yes, it's time for some work. 7:41 AM HAA. So I came home with a haul. Damn, why are the entries soo right skewed. It irritates me. But I'm not gonna bother because I'm one dumbu when it comes to IT stuff. TEE HEE. 12:05 AM Friday, January 18, 2008
Hey yáll! This week's been a hec. And I couldn't find time to really do an update. And now,I forgot much of what happened already. Anyway, yes, decided to give school a miss today. Since softball is cancelled and CATs is just another dumb lesson. Certainly don't want to make a trip down to school just for that two hours. So I'm gonna allow myself to do whatever I like today, my self proclaimed holiday! HAHA. Excluding studying OF COURSE. Damn, sometimes I do wish my mum is at home and not at work. Cause whenever I'm hungry, like now, I can't prepare lunch for myself. :(BOO. Yay, I've made a list of what to buy,some daily essentials and cosmetics.Am heading out later to get it. Oh,Did I mention yesterday? It was bad, quite terrible. I was so damn prepared in the morning for the individual oral presentation(hoping mine would be the first few) and the tutor had to put mine in the second session! For all I know, I wanted to get it over and done with. So that I can just deal with the second group presentation later on. Then, the group presentation got a lil screwed up [There's no reason getting so uptight over it. I just can't stand it that she had to behave that way.] and THAT totally spoilt the vibe for the individual one later on. Okay, anything. It just affected me quite abit. There was openhouse yesterday. Almost couldn't get home, I hate crowds. Plus the bus was a killer!!! Know those freaking transitlink buses, they keep increasing fares but they don't even maintain the buses well! Badly scribbled backseats by senseless people; the aircon isn't even strong; and worse still there are cockroaches and insects crawling around..Pardon me, I really really have to complain because throughout the whole trip I was feeling really uncomfortable. At night,there's world war 3 at home as well. It was a crazy scene. Pretty much sums up yesterday. See any part of it that's positive? 8:41 PM Monday, January 14, 2008
I'm so pressurised! There's so so many projects and assignments!!! Totally killing. Our shopping day. CRAZY SHOPPING.  Lunch : Ministry of food @ My Izakaya. Frankly speaking, I don't like the ramen there. Has a weird smell and taste like as if I drank a whole bottle of MSG. Ses and her BANGS! Mirror mirror hanging on the wall, who's the pretty lady there? :)That was Saturday. Can't update much about the rest of the days. Because I've been too damn busy and prolly forgotten everything. Alright bye. 6:08 AM Sunday, January 13, 2008
SHE'S A FUCKING SHITHOLE. NOPE MAYBE MUCH WORSE THAN A SHITHOLE. VULGARITIES ARE TOO DAMN NICE ON HER. SHE DESERVES SOMETHING HARSHER. THE HATRED OVERWRITES ANYTHING ELSE. 12:45 AM Friday, January 11, 2008
Too tired. And I think I just screwed myself up. ps. It smells like elephant shit. 8:13 AM Monday, January 7, 2008
 The whole of last night,feeling so so so so screwed up. And was thinking that everything would be fine after a night's sleep. But no, it was just like before and for now, escalating. I found out the damn oral presentation is not a pair work thing. Totally different individual project and it requires so many runs before the actual one. Fuck. Very very bothered by this. I gotta psycho myself out of this state I'm in or else the one suffering would be no one else but me. HELP. /// Met up with Ses last night for dinner. She cut bangs! haha. Like a doll luh. :) I dread school I dread school. Or maybe the workload. Yes, the workload. Dad: "You have to accept it. " I know.But at times things can really bring you down. And it feels like a bottomless pit, you just keep falling. 5:50 AM Sunday, January 6, 2008
Funny how people closest to you are the ones pulling you down. Having you begging please, begging please. They don't even want to help. And that leaves me speechless, as if I lost that glimpse of hope. 5:48 AM Saturday, January 5, 2008
The week's been busy considering that it's just the first week since school reopened. Moreover, the term is really short, major exams coming right up. Hmm. There's even Bstats common test part 2 on Monday. Am NOT prepared. And yes, it's Saturday night already, still mopping around though. Just too difficult to get into the study mood. Tee hee. I get to see Samantha(cousin) today. :):) Great. She brought Shaun over for his first Kwok's tuition. Yes, the tutor is brilliant, helped me along my science when I could never ever get chemical equations in the past. Anyway, Sam came over so we watched some dumb horror show and chatted. Love catching ups. Hmm. How I wanted to stay at home the whole time just chit-chatting with her . But, nah, gotta head out for some solid revision. Met Ses , headed to Nov Starbucks, it's productive uh. No guarantee for good results though cause someone here still doesn't know how to apply. Boo. Oh man. Bagels with cream cheese are the bomb. LOVE IT TO BITS. 7:33 AM Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Man.. Terrible night.I've never felt this frightened before,seriously my blood went cold. /// Anyway, New Year's eve. Headed out with Sm to Raffles City then over to Esplanade. Some performance thing but it was not to our taste . Boring.    Countdown with Ses.! I can't describe it, damn FUN. Imagine the both of us getting soo damn hyped up. Thank god, I didn't stay for the fireworks or countdown at Marina. Alcohol-flushed. Crazy dancing. Screamings. Fooling around.      Hello 2008. 8:41 PM |