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You're what you own.
It's not so perfect everyday.


So it's true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind

Beauty makes her eyes glow.
Imitations of love.
Sweet music and hidden grace.


Unspoken,

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

Pictures you talk!
I feel guilty
My words are empty
No signs to give you
I don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
And you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
But so have you

Guilty, guilty i feel so
Empty, empty you know how to make me feel

I put a shield upon you


I didn't mean to hurt you
I would have only poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
So don't you leave say goodbye
Cause you have changed but so have I.

I never thought that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

---e Rasmus.






11:17 PM




Saturday, March 29, 2008

0329 : SESTIES BESTIES DAY.
Shoutout to Drina : It's been six years! We shall weave and knit our friendship close together and leave no gaps ! Loves! :):)

Yes, anger appeased after a night's sleep. :)
Met up with Sm and headed to Suntec for my pathetic one day's pay. Shopped around.
To bugis. That shitty warm place, I can't breathe for nuts amongst the crowd.
Settled our dinner at Yishun, damn those cravings of ours. HAHA.


*Oh, how I wanted to go so badly!!! Why decline, I was so unsettled throughout the entire journey back. After so much contemplation , I decided to change my mind, and nicely couldn't reach you...Where were you? Disappointing isn't it. *

SM. :)

AH!! My face looks super chubby in this picture. :(

//
Sometimes chances are just there , right there. Are you picking it up?

10:39 PM



Friday, March 28, 2008

I declare today
HORNY BITCHES' DAY.

Let's celebrate today with a picture aligned with the theme!
HAHA. HILARIOUS... Woke up from a weird string of dreams. Hmm , it is so true that dreams usually portray what you yearn for and also helps interpret your feelings by painting out a picture visually in your sleep. Although it does get mentally tiring , they're still rather interesting at times.

Okay , the thing is I overslept , so had to meet up with Ses at a later time. Oh god , Mac breakfast again. Then it was back to her place to wait for her to shower before heading over to mine. Meanwhile ,played Crazy Taxi on her PSP, can't put into words how I'm soooooo not a gaming person. Will just lose miserably after so many tries. *sighs*

We had the usual chill out session at my place, she doesn't come often though since I live in a deserted area. HAHA. Jungle I call it.

Hmm, cut things short, intended to head back to Ytss for it's speech day in the evening. But went late and totally missed out on the performances . In the end , it was just dinner with the girls.
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Did you think I'd wanted to lose my temper at you over such a thing.? It's just that every single emotion got accumulated over time and you sparked it off just like that. Trust me, I didn't even want to behave like that.
//
Well, the evening/ night didn't go well. Was feeling exactly like a piece of crap. But what to do, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? :(


Thursday.
Just needed to head out, I don't wanna be cooped up at home . Hah. Headed to J8 intending to search for some mix for cheesecake. But there wasn't any.
And yes, YAMI YOGURT is the best thing on earth. Currently.
:):)

Alright , feeling sleepy.

Bye ya'll.!

11:44 PM



Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I feel accomplished .! Just cause I mass-cleaned up my crib today!!! You know, after weeks/months of slacking , with the notes piling and lying around due to the aftermath of exams. And you just refuse to touch it no matter what.

It was such a last minute decision. I woke up at 9-ish feeling dirty, even though I did nothing but sleep. Just when I decided to take a shower , I thought why not clean up the room once and for all before bathing.

Hah. I did just that. Changed the bedsheets, cleaned up all corners, vacuumed, packed, dumped , whatever required.
Really impulsive when it comes to throwing away my things, I don't give two cents whether I would need it in future.Then when time comes, I regret. Haha.
Damn, it was so so so so tiring please. I swear I need a maid next time I'm living alone or something.
Now I understand what my parents go through, worse , the entire house.

I don't have the BEFORE pictures. But here's some of the AFTER.
*I'm quite a neat freak so the BEFORE isn't that 'drastically' trashy, but still , it's much much cleaner now.* :)


Files,notes,textbooks,study study!


Girlies: makeups, perfumes, nail polishes, daily necessities.
Accessories: *urgh* I didn't bother to sort out the necklaces/bracelets etc cause I'll prolly just throw them in and it will end up messy again . HAHA.
Shelves cleared for next semester's stuff.

The holly resting place which can NEVER be untidy/dirty or else I'll just die. really, DIE.

Haha. Nah. Paranoia.

Oohhmy. I'm too hungry to function now. It's already 5pm. Haven't eaten anything cept drinking a cuppa Hot Chocolate.
I guess I'll just wait for dinner. :(


Is it true? Some of the KFCs' in America are having grilled chickens apart from the crispy and original. Wooh. When is it coming to S'pore, I would love my chicken grilled!
Okay, this is random.. All thanks to the hunger pangs.

Bye ya'll.



1:13 AM



Monday, March 24, 2008







'sorry' seems to be the hardest word.


10:30 PM



Thursday, March 20, 2008


Thursday.

Shopping. Was out with Von for some retail therapy. There were people giving out really pretty daisies in town. Promoting FreshAir. Haha. Got a red one and it's pretty much dying in my room now,without water and all that.
-edit- I just placed it into a bottle of water, but I reckon it doesn't help much. HAHA. Pretty ain't it? :)

Later in the evening , had a change of plans so I went to meet Ses and her boy over at CityHall. Geez, am travelling up and down, left and right. Shouldn't travelling fares not be charged upon students, no matter what level of education you're at? *sighs*

HAHA.There were people giving out flyers along the way and I had a total change of attitude towards them, I took whatever they gave out. I understand, hard work yes.. :)
We settled for dinner at Hotpot Culture.
Hmm. It wasn't filling. After the meal, I still felt quite empty. Haa. Walked around Marina Square and Suntec. We were racing to find Harris, but what can you say for a direction idiot like me.
//
Always having to balance out our meal with something sweet, stopped by Gloria Jeans. Blueberry cheesecake wouldn't kill ,since their's taste so so good. :)

I'm so shagged after that much walking. Anyhow, it was still a day well spent,beats having to stay at home and be a couchie.

Alright. Bye!

7:39 PM



Tuesday, March 18, 2008

My laptop fudrucking hung just when it was time to enrol for the timetable.
Considering the vacancies getting filled up within seconds.
It was frantic , frantic and more FRANTIC.
HAHA. My hands were so shaky and I was shouting at my friends unknowingly. (Yes, I wasn't even aware).
//

6:15 AM



Monday, March 17, 2008

Jittery. Nervous. Afraid.

2:14 AM



Friday, March 14, 2008

Week's been pretty alright.

TUESDAY.
Caught 10000 B.C. Errrr.... Not worth the watch though, got so fidgety throughout and I almost fell asleep. It was such a typical warrior fighting for his woman and his peoples' rights kind of film. It was long time before christ so you see dinosaurs and odd looking creatures swarming around the earth and all they do is fight.

Anyway, dinner at Fish &Co. The ambience was oh-so-good. Brr. And the night was cold. Extremely.

FRIDAY.
Out with Von and friends to catch the Leap Years. FINALLY. Hmm. considering it's a S'pore production , it's good.

Other than that, was at home with tv shows, books, surfing the net , all that to kill time. As much as I'm bored, I certainly am enjoying my holidays before school kick-starts.

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I've resigned myself to this mentality that good things DON'T last, there will be a time when everything falls and you gotta be able to embrace it. Although it stings every now and then or always, there's definitely something I've learnt from the downfall. :)

6:56 PM



Sunday, March 9, 2008

So much for my SATURDAY.

Supposedly working for the weekends. Roadshow promotion event, flyers are just crap. Anyhow , nine hours of standing ,that's no joke. First time attempting such physically demanding job, and I gave up!!

Met Pam over at Yishun MRT, and we reached the venue a tad too early. So breakfast at Mcdonald's before meeting up. Got our butts cracking. Are people usually in a good mood during the morning or is it just me? Boredom started to kick in just after a mere two hours, tell me how is the rest of my day gonna be?

Anyhow, both of us were lamenting like forever. My legs ached , spirits down, irritated ,tired, the list goes on. *sings~~''steady feet don't fail me now''~~* I don't care, took breaks on our own, sitting along the stairway as much as it spoils our image.

Couldn't wait for it to end, and we're determined as hell not to come back the next day. Irresponsible, yes. But it's just not MY cup of tea, I'm not gonna extend myself to such torture(the environment,people,duration,etc..) unless I'm really hard up of the moolahs.
And one more thing, whoever informs employees of the company's policy AFTER they've started working and when something arises.???

Alright,enough of this.

Knocked off around 9 plus ten. Headed to Esplanade to find Drinaaa(ses), waited for her boy and friend to come around to have supper.I seriously should consider hiring a tour guide to bring me around Singapore,yes Singapore.I get lost anywhere,anytime and am oblivious to my surroundings always. *sighs* Last train back and when I alighted, I literally RAN home. HAHA.
Dozing off to sleep at only around 3am, and damn, I feel paralyzed...

4:41 AM



Thursday, March 6, 2008

God I'm in a -irritate-me-and-i'll-slap-you-101-times- state.
I didn't get to sleep a wink last night, or rather put it this way, couldn't get myself to sleep no matter WHAT.
music, sit-ups,bed-exercises,reading,staring into blank space, NOTHING.

All "thanks" Caramel Macc..


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Damn,and when I got outta bed really early, I'm faced with that confrontation.
Bills all you care about? Go f and make love to it then.
I do have my limits.

//
Same applies to you.


10:38 AM



Monday, March 3, 2008

BRING IT ON : IN IT TO WIN IT!!!!

Bring it on movies have never been a let down.
AWESOME AWESOME-ST series of chick flicks.

12:57 AM



Saturday, March 1, 2008


Why did I even succumb to all that shit?
In such a state, you stood out from the rest even though you weren't the best.
That's because, they weren't the least bit genuine.

9:21 PM