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Monday, April 28, 2008
Today was crazy, hell crazy. It's only been two weeks of school, I know it's escalating. Now that I've taken up the tutoring job which means taking up more of my time , I cannot imagine how am I gonna juggle my workload. *sighs* Random shots. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Alright. Back to work. My eyes are itching so badly. 5:31 AM Saturday, April 26, 2008
It's again the end of a week. My workload is mounting. *sighs* At least work brings my mind off matters that I shouldn't be dwelling over. I'm taking such a longggg time to come to terms with it, hope it won't be soon before long. I hate finding myself unable to concentrate on whatever I'm doing always. Alright enough, on a positive note, it was a night well spent yesterday.! TGIF!!!!!! I've never felt so chilled out before, perfect for winding down after a hectic week. FRIDAY. SHET LOAD OF PICTURES. Skipped school . Wasted the whole day away, attempted to cook porridge,sounds easy eh. Turned out half cooked,smelling weird but I didn't wanna waste it. Ate half of it and OLLA! , diarrhoea at night. Headed out to meet Ses in the evening. I was starving .... : : @ Manhattan's FM. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Forbidden City. : : ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Emo, emo or not?? : p ![]() B.F.F !! <3 <3 <3 p.s. It's time to get back to work. :( 2:17 PM Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Oh my god. I'm feeling terrible now, physically. I feel sick and my stomach's churning. Shit. 6:30 PM Monday, April 21, 2008
A battle with Pap is never to be retaliated. That I certainly am sure of, knowing his rotten temper and strength. When it comes down to her and him , both so hot-headed, nuts happen. I was sitting in my room, heart held back with a bow , ready to shoot out like an arrow the moment they clash. I was afraid, very. It didn't take long at all, before I heard heavy thumpings on the ground. He was already charging towards her , all I could see were thrashings after thrashings. She was screaming and Mum struggling to stop him. Arguing took place. She came into my room sobbing and I told her :''He's insane.'' 'She sounded so desperate to make a stand and I clearly understood. I couldn't help but cry because I love them both. 5:23 AM Thursday, April 17, 2008
School's consuming so much of my time . *sighs* Either way , weekends are precious now. 7:51 AM Tuesday, April 15, 2008
So school has resumed. What good has it in stall for me? God knows and I'm damn sure I would have to work for it. Surely things are tougher now , with the level being brought up a notch. Everything was pretty much fine for the first day except for me being not quite able to grasp the concepts well during lectures . That scared me a little because I made my stand and decisions for this year and I don't want to let myself down. Certainly not. And I will not let those issues get in the way. Ironically , the 3 hours break left me even more tired than ever. Headed to convention Centre for the CCA bazaar with Von after school. YAY, I get to head home with her as well. Unfortunately , our timetable doesn't match well enough. :( Frankly, I was feeling so rotten yesterday, I swear I would have cried my lungs out if today wasn't a no-school day for me. I'm no better now but I want to put this at the back of my mind,untouched. ![]() 5:13 AM Friday, April 11, 2008
I don't feel like sleeping so high up today. So I came down. I think I'm one crazy rash bitch. 8:44 AM Thursday, April 10, 2008
Just checked in on MEL for school's stuff , most of the notes were up and it suddenly hit me that it's really the end of the two month's break. I almost cannot imagine the life of going to school and trying to get work done already. *sighs* Hit me back to reality. Wednesday. Decided to make full use of the last week of holidays to enjoy myself. Headed to town, haven't been there for quite awhile, for a little shopping. Been spending hell on makeup items . The place is quite remote during the weekdays ,I guess that's what makes shopping a lil more enjoyable. On a random note, Singapore is far too warm. Today. In a nutshell, it's just out to have lunch with SM. Seems like we haven't met for decades, I don't know,perhaps my memory is failing me. Then , went over to hers . Her place has some drowsy effect on me, every single time I get there , I want to fall asleep. HAHA. I've been meeting weird strangers recently. Alright.Till then. Bye ya'll. 9:01 PM Monday, April 7, 2008
I hate PMS. The stomach feels like a bottomless pit . The mood swings from north to south in a second. 5:16 AM Sunday, April 6, 2008
Saturday Trip down to Chinese Swimming Club. Badminton. Damn, since when was the last time I exercised?? Caught up with one another and just sitting there. A minute of steambath. Really really yummylicious laksa and chendol. *drool* Intended to bowl but there was no lanes. :(:( ![]() Bye ya'll. :) 11:03 AM Friday, April 4, 2008
Caught Step Up 2 finally. finally. finally. The choreographers are dope .. Sad that Channing Tatum played a small role only. :( ~~shawty had them apple bottom jeans,jeans. Boots with the fur,with the fur. The whole club was looking at her.~~ HAHA. Oh yes.Pink Yoghurt is so yummy, and what's more it fills your stomach in a healthy way. After the movie , we headed to try out some nail polishes! This is downright gay and wacky! A lil fun doesn't kill ay. ![]() ![]() I'm gonna clean em off. Looking at them makes me wanna laugh. Yesterday. A trip down to the library to return the two I borrowed. And at last, made my library card. Ever since I lost my wallet in Sec 3/4, I haven't settled the library card thing. Been using my mum's. Spent some time there before meeting Ses for dinner. A week more and school's starting! It's been a long break and I'm not very sure if I used it well. 'Well' being meaningful. Intended to get a temp job to fund my shopping trips for days ahead but didn't manage to in the end. So yes, I foresee financial crisis. :( This holiday's pretty much giving myself ample , or maybe LOTS, of rest ; getting away from school as well as school work; dedicate myself to tv series which I yearn so much during exam period ; taking my mind off things that usually bother me during schooling days ; pack my room ; spend more time with friends; leisure stuff; etc... With things at a slower pace, I took a step back and reflected on some matters. And realise there are certain psychological barriers I'm aware of yet unable to cross. I'm gonna set them out like dishes on a table and constantly remind myself to not live within them. Maybe it's just like setting goals and accomplishing them , just that it takes that extra effort to do so and I've got to stand firm on the ground and believe in myself. :):) 5:35 AM |