Watched Contender Asia.
And I went :'' shit, shit shit! ''
For whatever reasons people want to get bashed up like that !?!?!!

It's so frightening seeing blood flow down their faces. OH MY GOSH. I hope they don't get seriously injured.



No, I cannot accept it yet.
You just ruined my night .

Maybe it's true I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too
And maybe i'm wrong , it's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said .



I actually did some studying.

Sunday.
In a way, it's productive cause of the trip to the library during late morning. I must say, Cafe Galilee's service is bad as compared to the past.
All the way till the night , before I reached home and switched on the tv to.........
Charity for China's Earthquake.
Geez, as much as I dislike Cheenas, it's disheartening to witness lives taken away like that. Can't help but shed some tears when I saw the video clip of the victims.
Certainly a time for reflection .When you think your life is at it's pit , you might want to think twice.


Today saw me at Ses's place, yes, studying. I need to . Common tests in four days time. *sighs* This whole week's e learning and it dampens my mood to know that I would have to head back to school tmr for some matters.


Doodling .
Guess the odd one out and the artist.
*No prizes for guessing correctly* :)


All joking aside, let's say you and I come out and say what we're trying to hide.

TAGGED by SES(Dri).
AH-MIN-AH responds.
* I think I lead a sad life, I have a name but not many people calls me by my actual name right Ses??? HAHAHA*

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
Already mentioned it's my lover, of course a sane person would feel that it's INJUSTICE!

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
It really comes true?!? Then I would like ten more of my wishes to come true. *greedy*

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
I never thought of that before.

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
??? I wouldn't know what's my future like, how am I to feel confused.

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
HAHA. A portion of him , him , him and him.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Why such a tough question? Hmmm..
Loving someone who reciprocates. BOTH!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
God knows.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wait for him/her to break up?
Nothing.
Just feel jealous and HOPE that they break up soon. Muahaha. *Such a bitch*

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes.Quite some time already.

#10 What do you want most in life?
Being happy and contented.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
You want to try???

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I can't see what's happening ten years from now!

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
My Mum and Dad.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Cha- pa - lang rojak. So many ways to describe her, so it's cha - pa -lang. (in a positive way luh). :)
Afterall, she's my seven years best friend. LOVE HER TO BITS.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Another tough question. I choose 'OR' cause it's in the middle of single & rich and married but poor. HAHAHA. Now I strike a balance yay.

#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Get out of bed.

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
No. It's impossible to give ALL in a relationship, that's where compromising comes in.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one I feel more for.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends like you!

#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
LAUGH.?

TAGGED LIST: Anyone reading and interested to do.:)

WAH! I'm drowning in projects. !
Y'know , people use to say when you have many things too handle ,record it down and plan your work??
Now there's too much work and things going on that I didn't even know how to start planning it out.

Mmm. This week's entirely school related events , not much time for meetups after school.

Monday.
Skipped FMGT lecture ,partially cause I intended to and on the other hand , it was the only day available for Ses to come over for some little photoshooting. Need it for my project you see. Wanted to get around to do some tutorials at night but if my memory doesn't fail me, project work took up my time again.

Tuesday.
Project work till late evening.
Oh yes, shit happens when you try standing broad jump in class.



Wednesday.
Skipped the morning lecture. Lunched with Horny Bitch before heading for classes. Jhawn and I made a trip down to the warehouse to collect stocks and damn him, he didn't drive that day, the venue was quite out of the way. When we reached ,the stocks and orders didn't tally , there was insufficient stocks, different code numbers, almost went crazy settling all that. What's better was to lug the jerseys all the way home, freaking inconvenient! :(

Thursday.
It's such a bliss to just be present for consultation for an hour only. Phew.. So thursdays are considered relaxing and also a day for me to back track a lil and get matters organised. Went to SM's place, geez I'm such a pig, slept there again. Ah! SM's not eating for ten days, crazy or not?!? I totally can't commit to such a diet plan for sure.

And finally today, TGIF!!!!!!! Wowwee, two hours of taxing CMA tutorial, cracking of brains to solve the questions. Then it was followed by yummy Jap lunch @ Sumo House with the class. I had this Sakaedon [raw salmon with roe as well as rice.] , and there was this huge chunk of pickled ginger and WASABI !!!! on top of the bowl. My meal was pretty much destroyed by the ginger and wasabi ,, even after I took them out, the stench lingers. SHIT. The boys claimed how stupid I was to not eat raw food with wasabi. YUCKS RIGHT!

Alright then the next five hours doing what else,project. Hmm, the whole process got me pretty upset, shall not go into details. Apology accepted. :)

Anyway, I'm winding down. SO HOOKED ON ''THE HILLS''.

What Happens In Vegas kicks ass.
Finally something worth the watch.! YAY.

I strongly doubt this velvet rope would hold me up .


Friday, very nicely, was UNBEARABLE. Up till now. I seriously feel like screaming my lungs out and strangling the cushion. Oh yes, boxing might be the right thing for me now, I need a punching bag.Pffft...

To start out, I didn't know about the wardrobe malfunction right till I reached school , was so unsettled throughout my first class. Thank goodness Jhawn was nice enough to skip lecture and drive me all the way back home (KHATIB KHATIB!) to change my attire. His reason was that :''I don't like girls to 'zhao gng'. " Haha! I must repay this debt definitely.

Next stop, to his place for some printing of photos. His apartment rocks my toes. HAHA.

Next stop, to the warehouse to confirm some stuff . (Already went once yesterday).

Next stop, back to school.

Next stop, to Ariel's place for tutoring.

Next stop, back home for a quick wash up.

Next stop, to Yishun for dinner.

And finally , back home.

See, all the damn travelling made me ultra grouchy. On top of all these, certain things happened at school today which upset me alot.

Isn't it foolish , nope, maybe hilarious, of someone to speak ill of you and find out that you are actually right there. ? The look on your face ? OH MY GOD.SHE HEARD IT. SHIT.
Oh yes damn sure I heard it and I'm hell pissed.

Not gonna go into details what the heck happened cause there ain't a need for any explanation here. Circumstances force you to do things you dislike. Trust me, if not for the need , I would be reluctant (VERY) to speak to you.

Whatever.

Other than today, the past few days were quite good. All that I can recall:

-Starbucks session with Ses.
-Waking up late on most days this week.
-A very very awesome dream.
-Getting my first customer! JJ! HAHA.
-Finishing of tutorials on time.
-Dropping by @ SM's place ,watching Spongebob.
-Two ''bump-into'' quickies which left my heart palpitating like crazay.



My mum left this on my desk someday after work. HAHA!

I'm gonna melt in a matter of time . Singapore's too hot to handle.

Met up with Ses for our Sunday night dinner which was missed over the past two weeks . Oh well , despite the sweltering heat , we went ahead to have some dope Yishun 900plus Laksa. I think it is totally inhumane for anyone who's living in Yishun/Khatib area to not try it at least once in their entire life.

Bought CocoExotic cake to satisfy the dessert craving and we just sat and caught up with one another. The conversation can totally go on and on just because we understand and connect with one another. I love how I pour out my problems or feelings and she goes :''yes yes yes! oh my god.'' Haha.
Hear that SES?? HEART YOU SHETZ.

So the heart to heart talk left me thinking.
Now I get it. If you're over it, you don't behave like that. You don't give yourself excuses to behave like that either.
We look at things so differently , DURING and AFTER. So true? Just that day, I dug up some quite personal items which kept pretty much my past. Glanced through and wow, there's so much that I overlooked , far too much to even salvage now.
No, I'm not being emotional and all. It just takes some time off to reflect on little things and voila! , you learn much more.
Yes, as corny as it might sound, if there's such a thing as turning back time, things wouldn't be the same, I make a vow.

I'm staring at you while you sleep, irreplaceable beauty.
Put my face up in your neck and breathe.
Take you into my senses, wake up it's time to finish.
Round two, it's round two, matter of fact, it's closer to three.


Tutoring was..
All that I recalled, sweltering HOT. Literally. Headache and ST attention span,so much for the first session eh?

Labour Day.
Does this account for the MANY cheena-and-banglas workers around shopping centres? Geez. Anyhoots, Sm and I caught two movies back to back .
Dance with the dragon/ Dance of the dragon/ Dancing ....... dragon...Whatever is it called. The show starring Fann Wong? Hmm, I must say despite her age, she's quite gorgeous.
Then on to Ironman. Not bad not bad, action-packed.
Damn , I was all jittery when people started to flow in during Ironman... God knows why, I've never done this before.

//

Come on, your boyf almost collapsed to the ground.

Definitely not a right time to display that look on your face.

It doesn't pay to help I guess?

No insult.