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Thursday, July 31, 2008
![]() Today's a long day. Cut the long story short. A series of piccas during tutorial to kill time. ![]() ![]() Heavy spasm. 6:32 AM Tuesday, July 29, 2008
![]() The moment he came into our class, I was like "Eh! Matchy matchy!'' And I demanded to take a photo with him. HAHA. He's effing hilarious, never fails to crack me up. Half an hour to preparing for school and I'm still here, digging into strawberry yoghurt, tutorials and project work undone.Insane procrastination period. Yesterday during lunch with the mates. '' Don't you realise there are more good looking guys in campus recently?'' Nicole(in a serious tone) :''That's what makes life wonderful and the world a better place to live in.'' HAHAHHAHAHA! So cute luh you Nicole, *squeeze your buttcheeks* Forgetting the fact that she did a very unethical thing yesterday. Tsk tsk. Alright. Off to another crazy day in school. 11:00 AM Monday, July 28, 2008
I'm in DEEP SHIT and am fucking disappointed with myself. Moreover,the reds syndrome has come to visit. Not helping one bit. 7:50 AM Sunday, July 27, 2008
![]() Demanded that he spent the night with me on my birthday, no working or anything else!! This upcoming week will be just me isolating myself in projects and catching up with tutorials. Stay focus.!! I somehow thought things through about my bestest project bud whom I mentioned in the previous entry, that the reason I received such tremendous change in the attitude towards me was partially my own doing. As much as I'm used to hearing him put me down in every aspect (be it jokingly or seriously) , I do have my limits and it does sting at time. Jokes can't be carried too far and don't always compare me with every other girl you see. It sucks. Put yourself in my shoes. 8:25 AM Friday, July 25, 2008
![]() Don't gimme no long face , just exit with grace. YES. The weekends again! All I know, this joy is short term. 2 major project presentations on the following following week, one of which I have absolutely no shitty idea what is going on. Guess it right, computer related. :/:/ Needless to say, every single day of next week will just be me swimming in pools of projects.*sighs* During Mr Tay's (freaking funny but one of the very strict tutors) class on Tuesday, wasn't able to concentrate for nuts. Nicole and I had a game of BITCHES. A rare sight whereby I won. I've got this curse of not being able to win during games. HAHA. ![]() Wednesday- At Baby's place , caught 'I am Legend' [pretty interesting show] . Sets me thinking, I wonder what would I do if I were the last one standing on earth. Prolly have committed suicide. Yes, I am that negative. Headed to school after that. Thursday- *screams!* The useless I&E module is over for good!!!! Yippee.. Wrapped up our last lesson with presentations of our events. Other groups did pretty well. For all I know, this is the slackest module ever. Friday- Getting so fucking pissed off during CMA tutorial. I dislike the tedious process for accounting. Furthermore, I can see that things are different now. Friends come and go, we are drifting apart now. From the best of the best project mates to this? I cannot imagine not working together with you because our working styles are so similar. I even planned to stick with you for our choices of electives for Year 3. Entrepreneurship & International Business? Yes ,I will go with you. But , I don't know what is wrong with us now. Is it you or is it me? I was so affected by how you behaved but casted it all aside for I know we are celebrating our friend's birthday. Anymoohow, we went to Miss Clarity's Cafe for the celebration. I love the place, it's super girly. ![]() ![]() ![]() Till then. 7:53 PM Monday, July 21, 2008
This is the first ever Monday I enjoyed. Kicking away all the sick Mondays' blues( knowing that I have to make my way to school and that there's still five long days ahead before the weekend hits again.) Well, today saw me waking up at holly 830am, getting ready and heading out to baby's place. Mac breakfasts . Get Smart. Rainy weather. Warm snuggles. Time passed so quickly and before we knew it, it's time for us to head to school . :( Bid our goodbyes and went our seperate ways. All in all, I can never get enough of today. Thanks a truckload. :) Simple things like these. Stable now.:) 7:31 AM Saturday, July 19, 2008
Sitting in the cafe, talking over everything in our life like we always do. I have always enjoyed that. She understands everything, every jingly migly bullshit I feel. Baked cheese pasta, good old milk tea... Then the chilli sauce came into the picture and I started playing with it. Took a picture of what I did and sent it over to the boy but he received it like really really late. Nevermind, as long as it gets through to him. :) Girls being girls, camwhoring in the toilet , never a rare sight. Oh yes, while we were at Esplanade, we saw something outrageous. I'm not a guy but I can't help staring at her butt cheeks already. What do you think the guys were doing?? Swimsuit clad with only a netted shawl- like thing over her. At Esplanade?!?! Cover up. Wonder what's with Singaporeans and fireworks, I think fireworks put them on temporary high , considering the bunch of girls screaming behind us. But I don't deny the pretty sight though. :) On a random note, chocolates are seriously lethal. Now, the sore throat is back, together with the cough. I hope I don't lose my voice again! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() *p.s drina. Thanks babe. Sorry for feeling so rotten for the rest of the night. I felt like I was screwed over a thousand times. Well, you were there, you witnessed the whole thing.Read your piece,and yes, the present did nothing to deserve this. ''The right one will never be right until I allow it to be.'' So true.. Thanks once again.* 8:17 AM Thursday, July 17, 2008
School is killing me. Strings of projects and piling up tutorials. Made me realise how far I've lagged behind with all that skipping of lectures. Courting my own death, seriously. For now, it's time to focus *slaps self* ..The recent presentations my group did were pretty good, As! Alright , nuff about school work. The past two days ,spent with the boy after school.He's been really nice so far, always giving in. Pushing away his work for our meet up;walking with me all the way from yishun back to mine even though he's drained out after his takraw game ; and his never ending assurance .Thanks I really appreciate it.:)God knows when we will be able to meet again, with the upcoming jam-packed schedule. And also, I need time for my girlfriends! ![]() No school today. But am meeting Ariel later for tuition.! Bye! *Isn't it ironic to dream of you?* 12:39 PM Tuesday, July 15, 2008
9:04 AM Monday, July 14, 2008
There is no need to holla at me the moment I step home. Over such a trivial matter?? I'd say you're sick. Can't get enough of venting your anger, you dig up matters that gave you a chance to . Whenever I try to make my stand, you claim I'm rude. The way you view things is so narrow and conservative, it's such a constant struggle between living my life the way I like and the way you WANT me to. Though we're living under one roof, I hate to spend time alone with you , to the extend I refrain from crossing path with you. Most of the time, I wish it's just my mum and I. 5:02 AM Saturday, July 12, 2008
The bazaar, yes. It wasn't as crowded as I expected. Foolish because customers were mostly 'our own people', if you get that. Anyone in the right mind would obviously head to the pasar malam right opposite rather than this bazaar. Jhawn came over to fetch me and it was so freaking hard to communicate with my voice gone. Literally, gone. Even when we went to Pizza Hut for lunch, I wanted to put across my orders and the waitor must have thought I was mute. Anymoohow, the bazaar was still fun with the company of friends. :) Two Rs. One on each side. Can this get any better???? Feast my eyes.*winks* My female eyecandy was there too, smokin hot! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Tell me what's the issue,who I give this lips to. ...Slut. 12:00 AM Friday, July 11, 2008
My voice is like a faulty radio. Everywhere I go, or whoever I meet , they will laugh and say, '' Nevermind la, it's quite sexy.'' Even my dad. No sympathy. :( 12:28 AM Thursday, July 10, 2008
![]() If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine If it had a home would it be my eyes? Would you believe me if I said I was tired of this Well here we go now one more time I tried to climb your steps, I tried to chase you down I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground I tried to earn my way,I tried to tame this mind You better believe that I have tried to beat this So when will this end? It goes on and on Over and over and over again Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop Till I step down from this for good I never thought I'd end up here Never thought I'd be standing where I am I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this I guess I was wrong now one more time 12:40 PM Monday, July 7, 2008
screw theheadache.thesorethroat.thefever.thelethargy.theexams. It's no longer,no longer. 7:44 PM Sunday, July 6, 2008
![]() "My barring heart and I It's a mystery how people behave When he kissed me I gladly gave in To a fight nobody could win Man,he left me blue And if I could, I would do it too I tell you now like I told you before Love is a powerful force Nerve wrecking, acrobatic backwards bend All for a happy end." ![]() My saturday evening. Was pretty well spent, glad that I took time out for some fun despite the overpowering need to study. Town.Dinner.Movie.Esplanade.Heart to heart conversation. It was great. WANTED is good. I bet all the guys are experiencing orgasms during the show. Brad Pitt is one lucky chap. ![]() The moment I woke up today, I had to get myself seated on my desk . How nice. Fuck CMA. It's already the night and I covered only 3 out of 8 topics. I'm utterly screwed. Spent so much time attempting the questions and trying to make sense of everything. ![]() ![]() Alright. I'm heading back to death chamber. Good week ahead. :) At least, I hope. 7:01 AM Friday, July 4, 2008
Once again, it's the end of the week. Oh yess the event , raising awareness for AFA ( Action for AIDS) was a damn bloody success. ALL THANKS TO THE GENEROUS DONATIONS OF PEOPLE IN THE CAMPUS!!!! :):) I was so negative about it beforehand *refers to prev entry* , never did I think the response would be so good. The condoms did their thing. HAHA. Nevertheless, some of those of the older generation weren't that open-minded and felt insulted with the idea of us giving out condoms. Safe sex safe sex people. Just glad that we far exceeded our goal. Cheerios. :):) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Back to today. Nic and I decided to pamper ourselves silly with food . HAHA. Gluttony. Huge portion of yummy chicken chop, fried prawn noodles , dope BBQ stingray. * SINFUL * Had cost and managerial accounting tutorial first thing in the morning, it's so tough. I actually attempted the classwork after the constantly-checking-on-me-tutor explained over and over and over again. Skipped lecture once more with the intention of revising for the EBA retest at 4pm. I soo detest IT related matters. We had five hours for revision , FIVE HOURS, and the test turned out a FLOP. I know I didn't put in my 100% effort for this, very sure. Two more major papers to clear. That I WILL AND MUST DO MY BEST. Luck, baby. 8:28 AM Wednesday, July 2, 2008
![]() Things are getting out of hand. And I'm definitely unhappy.It feels too damn insecure to not have control over your problems. Losing my focus right now?? Do me no good especially when I'm having 3 important papers coming up, major projects, piling up tutorials and all the shit. I can't even get myself started on revision, even though I know that time's not on my side. Furthermore, having to squeeze in slots for tutoring ( I feel like an irresponsible person pushing back tuition dates) and time out for my friends. Why must I even feel obligated to ensure that you are satisfied? Maybe cause I'm far too dependent on you. A selfish bitch I know, not wanting to be emotionally tied down due to the tons of expectations to meet . I'm afraid of commitments , uhhh oh yes , did I just forgotten about what's give and take?? Perhaps , perhaps things are better left unsaid. :+ I'm having some event at the Atrium tomorrow, raising awareness for AFA. Am glad that they provided us with some pamphlets , condoms , brochures.. At least we have some materials to start with ,or else this project would be a major flop. No idea what's gonna happen, how are we going about getting passerbys' attention, how our booth's gonna look like... Heck. It's tomorrow. Save me. 7:49 AM Tuesday, July 1, 2008
![]() HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GOVIN - ny once again !!!!!!!! That's a belated virtual cupcake I'm sending to you for your birthday since we couldn't find any cake shops that day. HAHA. Yours truly is such a bad friend. If not for Sunday's dinner together, I wouldn't even know!! SO SO SORRY. A thousand and one apologies. :( Anyway, thanks for the company , otherwise I would have ended up as one dead and hungry being. ![]() As for today, it was disappointing. :( Well because of several matters,not gonna spell out everything, triple BOOS. We got to know of our grade for EBA presentation as well as report, it wasn't up to our expectations I must say. A freaking B+. After those positive comments ?? That was quite unexpected. Aye aye. Nic and I couldn't take the boredom during HRM tutorial and the classroom was too damn cold , so we went out and practically sat there chatting away. It's not easy to find someone who feels the same way as you, makes sharing so much more comfortable. :):) you rock. I think dentists earn a huge sum. Again, my rash decision to visit the dentist after school. It was so fucking expensive!! Did cleaning and filling ( the basic dental procedures) and the bill came up to a whooping 235 bucks. And the dentist did everything so quickly. To think I used to dread dental appointments during secondary and primary school, dentals are free. *sighs* I'm gonna be a dentist. HAHAHA. So many things, so little time. 8:51 AM |