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MIN You're what you own. It's not so perfect everyday. So it's true my words are contrived I tell lies just to get into your mind Beauty makes her eyes glow. Imitations of love. Sweet music and hidden grace. Unspoken, Tagboard here. Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 credits, Designer: JeSsie Basecode: tm
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Sunday, August 31, 2008
Oh oh what a night by the bay.    Hail singlehood. Just girls , girls and more girls. Sweet. 1:51 AM Friday, August 29, 2008
Oh how I missed those days. those people. those times! Back to YTSS for teacher's dayyy. :)  Dance mates.  Hello JJ Wong. My Biology khaki. We always get the best 2 spots for bio ranking,no? HAHA. Please mug hard for A's !!!  Ah. I lovee these girls..  And see! The cutest teacher! I'm always wanting to take a photo with her everytime we visit.. HAA. She went:''oh I remember you!''   Who else but the fearful one.Lunch at BK with JJ and classmates. Then I went to meet the dancers , I've got no stomach space for Swensens anymore. :( And where else to wrap up the day but at SM's place snoring away. YES. How fun. 5:22 AM Thursday, August 28, 2008
 Oh balloons. What if you were being SET FREE? What would you do? Where would you go? Would you ever return to the string holding you back?Or would you fly far in search of what you want? Or maybe deflate and fall to the ground? I'm so tired of being here. Suppressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. 9:29 AM Tuesday, August 26, 2008
2 days with the boy. Perfect way to kick start my holiday! Monday saw me with him in town. Yes town, finaallyy set foot there to shop. And I've came to realise that baby and I have really different taste. :( HAHA. Pulling him around , asking him to make decisions for me until I saw his bored-to-death look. Poor thing poor thing. Haa. I'mma happy shit after all that retail therapy. Yippee.    He came over today. Mac breakfast. DVD. I got really bored after awhile and forced him to have his nails painted. HAHAHA! Rif, your reputation is GONE. But too bad, who ask you to be my boyf.! HAHAA!!  Baby, you have long tongue! haa.LOVE YOU! 5:35 AM Sunday, August 24, 2008
 HEY COUSINS. :)I haven't seen them for months,months,months.. And so it was granny's birthday, got to see each other. It's good to have same-aged girls as your cousins, we would have at least some things in common.  Cheryl and Samantha. Samantha! I'll drop by your place someday! hahaha.It was a little weird cause we drifted apart after so long. I wonder if all 3 of us would get married together at the same time. That would be nice. HAHA!! What a far fetched thought.. p.s. I haven't been to town for such a long time and I really feel like going for some shopping. BOOHOO. 8:58 AM Friday, August 22, 2008
I AM SO GLAD THAT FINALS FOR THIS SEM ARE OVERR!!!! Been mugging for the past week, and it's pure torture I tell you. Even dreamt I couldn't complete studying on time. Screw the dream, my revision went on pretty well though. Left early for CMA's paper ,decided to give the post-exam class outing a miss so Jhawn drove me home. Yippee! 2 freaking months of holidays!! I can't help but feel so excited when I was in the car. Spelling out what I intended to do during this break ,sweet. Anymoohow, got to meet the boy after what seemed like eons.The movies available were pathetic and we had to settle for 4bia. It's pretty scary but some of the parts were not very realistic.  HAHA! He said my legs looked distorted here. Yes, I do agree.    When I reached home last night, I was so bummed out. The moment I lay on my bed , I fell asleep. And with so much time on hand now, I can stuff myself silly with reality shows.Am currently hooked on A shot at love 2 with Tila Tequila. Tila is hot. Bangin body , hands down.  Oh, that bad-ass, slutty appeal that doesn't seem to go wrong.9:00 PM Monday, August 18, 2008
Pretty damn sad. :( :) 8:34 AM  The final blow hits you Somebody else gets what you wanted again You know it's all the same Another time and place Repeating history, and you're getting sick of it You dont really want to stay,no you dont really want to go,no First paper down. 2 more to go. YAY. But the next 2 paper requires so much thinking and computation that it's scaring me quite abit. And yet I'm still here,not making the best of my time. // I don't know why but I think my system is going all wrong these days. I keep doing the wrong things, some are quite senseless that I wonder why the heck I did that a few seconds later. The most atrocious thing happened. I was going to Ses's place just this evening and when we were on our way up, we bumped into her dad. So, I wanted to extend my greetings and call him ''Uncle'' like I usually did. And god knows why why why did I blurt out ''Ah gong!'' WTF!?!? It just came out like that! It was sooooooooo embarassing I felt like hiding in some shithole right at that moment. Well, everyone was pretty much in a shock while I stood there laughing till my stomach twisted. Okayy, freaking hilarious and also doesn't make sense to me at all. Ah gong and Uncle don't even sound alike, whatever is going through my mind .?!? // On a random note'' Katjes Berry pleasure is the best best best gummy ever. Win hands down.  Great company whilst mugging for exams.I just have to grit my teeth and get through this week. Once Friday comes, I will be oh-oh-oh so happy!!! All hail the 2 months baby. :):) 6:11 AM Wednesday, August 13, 2008
 everything's in a fucking mess.I don't want to be bawling my eyes out every single time we meet. So tired.So damn tired. I don't know what to do. 12:06 AM Thursday, August 7, 2008
You don't hop from friends to friends as and when you like. Now you cast me aside without any warning, without any fucking reason. I made my way to school with a jolly mood right till I reached the bus-stop where we were supposed to meet, rang you up and you said you were already in class. Fine, maybe I was late . Went to class , where was the empty seat beside you which you always reserved for me? Gone. Taken up. You made me sit at the edge. Fine, I'd rather join the others. Where were the times whereby you readily agreed to accompany me to the washroom? ''No, I just went with ----. I'm still copying my notes.haha.'' Why make empty promises? '' Yes, I'm gonna take whatever you are taking next semester.Be it FIT or IEF.Promise.'' We even made childish finger hookups. And just then, you rang me up saying, ''hey,I've made up my mind to join ---- to take FIT, I'm very sure. You want to join me?'' Whatever happened to ''I cannot imagine the rest of my poly life without you.'' Utterly disappointed. 8:39 AM Wednesday, August 6, 2008
 I'm having the weirdest dreams lately. My days were fine up to date, and I'm crazily trying to catch up with my work. Finals are only approaching and I already can't wait for the 2 months break. I am just so distracted by so many other stuff. 7:46 PM Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Eighteen was great great ,great., cept for the fact that the f bias tutor made me shed tears on my birthday. No, I wasn't sad but instead , very very mad at him and partially also cause I saw how my peers stood up for me. Other than that, the rest of the day was AWESOME. Had a far-too-filling lunch buffet at Sakae Sushi with the mates.Shared a table with Jhawn, he told me so much shets and we ate endless salmon sashimi. HAHA! Rushed home for a quick shower before meeting up with the sweetest boy. Wrapped up the day with him.   TIME TO MUG HARD. 5:05 AM Sunday, August 3, 2008
Sunday was more than awesome for me. 2 of the my most important girlfriends in my life came together to (pre) celebrate my birthday. I was caught offguard seriously. Words can't express how touched I feel and it was such a surprise . So many lies told uh , Andrina Lim!! But white lies doesn't harm. And shumin! Didn't expect to see you there! All in all, it was a fun time with the sinful dinner. Shoutout: *Andrina , wow we are like the closest gfs ever. From primary school till then and ongoing. Nothing's gonna tear us apart, we endured each others' flaws and helped pick one another up throughout these years. I was so afraid we would drift apart when we were separated into different schools but we held on to our friendship and kept going. Long talks on the phone, crying and pouring out whatever I feel, bitching non-stop....etc.No doubt , you read me like a book; know me inside out.. I LOVE YOU !!!! *Shumin , I don't know if you will ever read this. We knew each other so long ago.. Childcare centre remember?? But we never got close till Secondary 3, you played a significant role in my life thereafter. You tolerated so much of my nonsense and helped me through all the hiccups I encountered in my life. I will never ever forget what happened during Prom night. It was hell and I collapsed outside that clinic ; couldn't even pull myself up but I was so relieved you were there ,letting go of all the fun you were supposed to have and frantically contacting my parents. True friends are just like you. Also, your silly acts (making me laugh like a shithole) and those lovely visits to your house where I always fall asleep there. I LOVE YOU!!!! PICTURES! Fish&Co. Bday cake. The very nice family beside us. My two gorgeous girlfriends.Kick-ass night. :)                 Once again, I really appreciate everything you girls did. I love you babes!8:47 AM Saturday, August 2, 2008
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