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MIN You're what you own. It's not so perfect everyday. So it's true my words are contrived I tell lies just to get into your mind Beauty makes her eyes glow. Imitations of love. Sweet music and hidden grace. Unspoken, Tagboard here. Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 credits, Designer: JeSsie Basecode: tm
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Booze away the night. The tad bit too salty seafood kebabs. And what a way to end the night. Thou shalt not be mentioned. HAHA.     8:48 PM Thursday, September 25, 2008
OLLA! Work has started and it was pretty fun, comparing it to my previous job experiences. Perhaps for one , I've got my cousin as a companion. :) Briefing day was major boredom, just packing of goodie bags for the kids . Only 2 guys so Samantha and I had to assist them in transporting the goddamn heavy tables up,down and around Science Centre to set up the area we were in charge of. The official thing started yesterday , kids started pouring in and as much as they are more than adorable, it was hectic having to put them in place, hard getting their attention despite the booming mic. And clearing up after them caused me to have backache cause their tables are soo short. HAHA. Oh yes, one girl smelled like vomit. Oh you know it, I got smitten by a Japanese boy. He is gorgeousssssss. I will kidnap him, fold him into my bag and bring him home with me. HAHA. A whole lot of kids that came are beautiful, but he really really stood out. I regret not taking a picture with him. :( I quite like this job to date, I mean, getting to do free tours around Science Centre when there's no schedules for us? ,that's pretty damn good already. I think the activity which we had to guide the kids through sucked.Can preschoolers get what's optical illusion in the first place or do they even bother? HAHA. Alright I gotta get going. Re-boost my energy for chaos tomorrow. Ciaos.   7:27 AM Saturday, September 20, 2008
Probably time for an update. A whole lot took place from my previous entry till now but I can't give two cents to blog it out. All I know is that I'm declared bankrupt(seriously) and in debt. *sighs* On a better note, I landed myself a week-long job which consists of handling children! Okayy, it's either they die or I die. Went over to Science Centre for the interview with my cousin. We were sent to the boardroom and whilst waiting for the interviewer, we both turned to check the time on the clock and burst out laughing exactly at the same time. Oh god, it's too damn hilarious. Why make things so difficult for yourself?!? Then I started acting as the CEO: '' OK, we will have a break now. Please be back by.....*squints eyes so hard and try to make sense of the stupid dumb clock* ...forget it. '' *turns to secretary* '' It's a 15 minutes break, tell them what time to be back.'' Secretary ( in an agonizing voice) :''But sir....'' *continues staring at clock*.  okay. I need moolahhhssss!!!!!!!! Desperate measures. Tsk tsk. 6:21 AM Saturday, September 13, 2008
 Town is gorgeous on Saturday nights.I mean the people.Winks. Oh I ain't suppose to spend but seeing something I love and not purchasing is retail suicide. Shetloads of bangles . The jacket which the boy dislikes. I still can't get over how different our taste are. *shakes head and sigh* Went over to Ses's place for a little while,before meeting love, main reason to release my pee. HAHA. SES! I need Wonderbra! HAHAHA! I don't like it. I don't. 8:21 PM Thursday, September 11, 2008
 Hello 2 months. Young and in love. Baby. You are entitled to: 1) Your boxers and briefs , 2) Daily dose of love capsules --read the little note inside on the designated day , 3) Sorry heart tabs in advance-- pull out 1 'sorry' tab each time you think I'm at fault and yet I refuse to apologise . Take it as I did when you take the tab out. HAHA. 4) kisses 5) unconditional love It has been the craziest two months. Please get well soon. If all other medication fails, swallow the capsules. KIDDING. 8:47 AM Tuesday, September 9, 2008
YOU'RE FUCKING MEAN. TALK TO ME LIKE THAT. GO AHEAD. 3:10 AM Saturday, September 6, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I'm in desperate need of a job. 9:27 PM Cause I'm too ashamed to let you see me cry. 9:01 AM Friday, September 5, 2008
 Just as I was feeling all too gloomy last night, I peeked out of my gate and saw Faridah (my neighbour) along the corridor. OMG I think she has the prettiest eyes ever. She started waving at me and blowing me kisses. Ah she's too cute to resist. Opened the door and started playing with her as she ran up and down , sinking into my lap every now and then. I used to think taking care of kids was such a chore, but I wouldn't mind having one like her! Before I knew it , she was in my house climbing up and down my sofa. AHH! I can't get over her and her soft curly locks. Before she left, Mum scooped her up and started smooching her. She wasn't even afraid. Really made my night.Such a cutie pie. :)  TATA! 8:42 PM Thursday, September 4, 2008
Why me? Why , me? Maybe in time to come I will delete this post. But for now, I can't help it. Wherever did that phrase come from? You can never be satisfied with what you have so make do with whatever you possess. I'd say bullshit. Hold up... After some thoughts, MAYBE. Deep within me I know , I would be damn well satisfied if I were granted what I'd always always yearned for. Things don't come easy , why must it always be ''You're given this now, I'll take that away from you.'' You ask me :''How much you want this? Is it really that important to you? Can it bring you any further in life?Look beyond what you want,maybe other matters could take your mind off this.'' Truth is, I'm too blinded , far too blinded by my deepest desire ,that I'm not giving two cents about what's good around me. I'm losing my focus , jeopardizing my life, my own life, when it is what I'm existing for. I shouldn't be deprived of this just yet. Why , why me?Because of this. I shy away from opportunities , I'm not even pragmatic when it comes to decisions I have to make , always giving way to this obstacle. I sulk at the dinner table. I'm revolving too much around what I lack, far too much, things could have been better. I can perform better. I have always wanted to ask people around me: '' Would you rather live ten years lesser but yet a very happy and fulfilling life OR ten years more but you're not really enjoying your entire life? '' I'd forgo living ten years more. Then again, what makes me happy? Give me what I deserve. Is it society's expectations of an individual or is it just mine alone?? I'm breaking under pressure. 4:06 AM Tuesday, September 2, 2008
I'm crazy unhappy now. 6:40 AM |