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MIN You're what you own. It's not so perfect everyday. So it's true my words are contrived I tell lies just to get into your mind Beauty makes her eyes glow. Imitations of love. Sweet music and hidden grace. Unspoken, Tagboard here. Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 credits, Designer: JeSsie Basecode: tm
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
The eve of New Year's Eve. HAHA. Too early? To clarke quay , intending to go to Forbidden City, but Govin and I ended up at SM's rented apartment along the river which was just within walking distance from e Central. Oh oh oh! And hell must I mention that I had my virgin meal at Subway! Embarrassing?? But it's nice! After dinner , we bought snacks and drinks over . Just nice Little Nyonya came on!! WOOHOO!! LIBBY IS SO PRETTY!  We played Black Jack and had forfeits(bad behaviour). Tsk Tsk. The apartment's comfortable and I actually felt like spending the night there. Which is rare because I detest stayovers. My phone's camera's being a bitch. Will upload clearer pics up when I get them. Till then . Ta. Enjoy NYE!                       LOVES. 8:48 PM Monday, December 29, 2008
WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN DO THAT? I THINK I WAS INSANE. I.N.S.A.N.E 6:11 PM Sunday, December 28, 2008
Cherry tomatoes and mandarin oranges. How apt for my lunch? Just too bad mum's not home to cook for me. :( *oh gosh* The insides of the tomatoes just squirted all over my laptop. 7:28 PM Saturday, December 27, 2008
 I just came back from meeting SM and Ses. They are lovely. I'm going through the ''down time" these days and am not sure when I'm gonna hit the pit, but it's definitely good to have your closest friends whom you can speak to. I just need a few close ones . That's enough to make it up. The support I need. Constructive advice. Cheering you on. Telling you what's right and wrong when you're in the midst of confusion. Taking your mind off for a little while. Sharing with you their problems so it's not just a one-way conversation. Mainly , just pulling you back up again.. Thanks girls. 8:26 AM Friday, December 26, 2008
Bound to be sour. I just feel that the festive mood makes everything even more disappointing. Contradicting much? Truth be told , I hate this. 11:38 PM Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ! !  Well, I had my fair share of fun despite being single and not getting to kiss your very loved upon the strike of midnight. At the Aunt's with the cousins.. All immersing themselves in the atmosphere.. Guitar Hero. Buffet Dinner. Wii. Little Nyonya. Girls and boys hopping around in Santa's hat. And what not. I was dog tired when it hit twelve. Bshh. Left at around one-ish and headed home.. Home oh home oh sweet sweet home... 7:12 AM Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I hate thinking and thinking about what to wear later. I am giving up. Can I just slip into a huge tshirt and get out. Apparently not. SIGHS.. Furthermore, I am not feeling my best. Being sick , recovering and all the foo-moos shitty stuff. How to enjoy a Xmas party like that??? OKAY ENOUGH Of WHINING. Monday was my poly mates Xmas celebration cum gathering? Yupp. It's a fucking huge house babe! 4 terraces joined to form one?!?!? Dope man. All except for her freaking Jack Russell which came barking and charging towards me.. My heart nearly flew out. It was a BBQ session and the smoke was killing me slowly.. I mean really. With the flu and all..Bahh. So I just sat there and ate. *guiltyy* By eight, the girls were all rushing to finish bbq-ing the food just so we could rush indoor to catch The Little Nyonya!!! 2 good hours of it!! Awesome. Why are private houses so ulu at night? Somehow has that eerie chill to it when I walked down the lane to the bus stop. Hopped on the bus and rode back home. The very next day , nastyy.. I caught a fever ,flu, my gums giving me shit. Stayed home the entire day feeling too miserable. Alright.Down to my Aunt's for Xmas party later. Put on your Xmas hats and boogey the night away!Enjoy the Christmas Eve! :) 11:06 PM Saturday, December 20, 2008
 ~~Jingle bells , cockle shells.~~ Ses and I went to city area initially for shopping?? But it turned out to be just sitting around and catching up , other than lunch. One area of my teeth/gum was bothering me so much I kept complaining anddd complaining. HAHA. I was irritating. Really.. Too bad I'm just not one who would keep problems to myself, I must complain to closed ones to make myself feel better. // M1 gave this reindeer when you purchase phone. So my dad came back with it today. The moment he stepped home, he complained that I was spending too much time dressing up. So I rushed through everything, grabbed anything within my reach (including the reindeer) and went out.So I took it out to breathe whilst having lunch. You know how your appetite gets all spoiled because of lousy food? Yes. The shitass lousy noodles I was eating. I got all cranky.. My stomach growling. My gums hurting. AND I STILL GET LOUSY FOOD!!!     Starbucks.There seems to be alot of young married couples lately no?? With babies. Like really young to be tied down . It feels kind of warm to watch them and I wonder how it actually feels to be in their shoes ,yet on the other hand I get all paranoid thinking that one of them is bound to stray since they are so young. What weird logic?    Ses went over to my sch for performance. So I trained home alone with the company of the good old book.Snow Flower and the Secret Fan. My mum loves books like these and so do I. Everytime I come home with one from the library, she would just go:''Haiyo.This one I read before already!'' Then goes on saying :''This one very poor thing luh!'' HAHA. Oh yes.. Got my new phone yesterday. Thanks DADDY! He can be really nice at time [of course luh buy things for you] . ;) I LOVE KEYBOARD PHONES . God knows why. SM kept saying it is ugly. WHY!!!!?!?!??! Actually I dont even need that many functions cause I'm quite dumb when it comes to IT related stuff. I took like an hour to figure out the phone ( too lazy to read the manual) and I got a freaking headache. Don't laugh at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  // Thank goodness my class's Xmas party's postponed to Monday, else I would be in a dilemma whether to go to the party as promised long ago or to visit my Grandma in the hospital. She fell down and broke her leg. Oldie's bones are soo brittle! Toodles.! 7:03 PM Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Haven't updated in awhile??? The parents applied leave from work on Monday, so our family of four went down to Vienna for buffet. Slurps. I ate so much Sashimi. LOVE IT. I swear I could eat more, but I didn't.. I think I wasn't feeling right.  So my parents came home with me around 3-ish while my sis went her own way. Yuh of course my mum had e brilliant idea of playing mahjong and asked SM to come over. I was on a LOSING STREAK. Booo....Wednesday saw me in town with SM. I hate staying home but am lazy to go out as well. Tsk tsk. Okay that was stupid. We went to try ice snow flakes at Far east?? Overrated. Perhaps it's cause of those interesting names they gave.. Well , we tried Hot Chick. Tasted pretty decent.    Bought these gorgeous flowered rings and hairclip.The rings are too pretty. Oh yes, and I've been spending my time at home either using the net, reading the book and also getting into the festive mood!Preparing stuffs to give people around me for christmas. Ask me for a candy cane with hand made card if I happen to meet you!! :)  Lots of love and enjoy the season of giving!!:) 4:53 AM Sunday, December 14, 2008
 If I were a boy Even just for a day Id roll out of bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted and go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I'd kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause they'd stick up for me. If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man. I'd listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he's taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I would just turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I'd put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she'd be faithful Waitin for me to come home But youre just a boy You dont understand (Yeah you dont understand) How it feels to love a girl Someday you wish you were a better man You dont listen to her You dont care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause youve taken her for granted And everything you had got destroyed But youre just a boy Yes. Tell everyone. I'm always thinking I'm correct and right. You're wrong. Yes maybe that's true, I'm that selfish. I'll be selfish for one last time and leave. Because then nothing will bother you anymore. Didn't want to do it before the birthday, cause all that matters was that you enjoyed. No, you did it just after . As bad. Yeah perhaps,cause I'm such a bitch. Such a foolish fuckass bitch to be putting so much effort into the ppt slides. Only to know you want it deleted without taking a glance at it. Yes , I can't satisfy you. Never will I. One is never enough. Plenty, plenty of em makes a man happy. Cause there's another, another at your beck and call. Comes purring like a kitten to you and you melt. Then job done, you hunt for more. Oh what's this without trust. Then again what's this without the naked truth. And what's this with those hideous lies. 7:59 AM Bad Day.(Plus a bit of yesterday) The people around me are... Pissing the hell out of me. Poops. 12:12 AM Thursday, December 11, 2008
I think Seoul Garden stinks you up after dining there. Seriously, seriously stinks you up.. Just like any barbecue does. Must rush back home to bathe like there's no tomorrow. Eww. *pinches nose* Cause I smell like BBQ fried squid. Happy advanced birthday.    I bought a hugeass gorgeous Marie comb and pencil. Teehee. Now that common tests are over, I don't know what's the pencil for . Yes today marks the end of my CTs! Means 3 weeks holiday! Which I desperately NEED TO WORK TO GET $$ TO PAY JHAWN. It's such a large amount!!!!!! :( *sighs* If he ever reads blog, thank you for driving me all the way back to yishun!:) Toodles. Should I be ashamed. 3:07 AM Wednesday, December 10, 2008
 About this book"Using some experiences from the writer's own background in an established Straits Chinese family, this novel is the story of Bebe, a young Penang girl trapped within the inhibitions of her era. Set between 1928 and 1959, the book chronicles Bebe's life, with its tears, tragedies, cruelties and romance and offers much apt insight into a now only-just-remembered way of life." I read this book quite some time ago and the straits-chinese culture (peranakan) never fails to intrigue me. It's funny how much people change. Those traditional practices and thoughts, how women were born to serve the men ; how much a lady's virginity matters when it comes to marriage ...etc.. Current generations are so open-minded now. I AM SO ADDICTED TO THE CURRENT CHANNEL 8 SHOW .  The Peranakans ,Nyonyas ( female) and Babas (males). A heritage unique to Southeast Asia, a mixture of Malay and Chinese cultures with a dash of the English way of life. The Babas and Nyonyas were wealthy and influential people in the business world. This is evident in their jewelry costumes (sarung kebaya), shoes and embroidery pieces, items of refined workmanship highly sought after by art and antique collectors. |
