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MIN You're what you own. It's not so perfect everyday. So it's true my words are contrived I tell lies just to get into your mind Beauty makes her eyes glow. Imitations of love. Sweet music and hidden grace. Unspoken, Tagboard here. Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 credits, Designer: JeSsie Basecode: tm
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
 Last night's talk with Ses made me realise how much of a lost person I've become. Used to have my own stand in the past but now I seemed to be brainwashed ,especially by someone so close and loved by me. Seriously , reflect. My twisted mentality. Not sure of how to feel? Or is it right to feel this way? I used to be opinionated , well it might not entirely be a good thing. At the very least, I don't get wavered easily. And it actually took one of my closest girlfriends to explain the change in me. How did I even fail to realise. Perhaps I didn't bother to take time out to ponder . And perhaps, I still need constant guidance like a little child. Disappointing ??? Not really. It was at first, but I took the walk home and was pretty determined to stand firm to my own beliefs. FIT down. Somewhat tricky and tough paper! I hope I can pass. PASS?!? That wasn't my expectation before I took the paper. Hell no. But after sitting for it.. A pass seems reasonable. Alrighty. Taking a nap. And then suss out my marketing notes. TAA. 11:06 PM |